Ohmygod.

This is when Kristen and I died.

<3

Changes For Junior Year?

I really hate how I look. Then again, don't we all?

When I come back to school for Junior year, I intend on looking different. Even if it's just small changes.

This summer, I'm going to:

Get my nose pierced.

Dye my hair black.

Cut bangs.

 And redo my wardrobe.

I also wanna try and be more girly, but I highly doubt that's going to work out.

Potter Addict.

Harry Potter has taken over my life in a sickening way. It's really sad and I think I need help. I mean, you can seriously ask me any question about the books and I'll know the answer.

It's bad.

But the real problem is, I've wasted so much of my life (quite happily) on Harry Potter. What will happen when it's suddenly over? The last movie comes out in july and I'm going to the theme park next month. So I have absolutely nothing to look forward to. JK Rowling (or Mama Rowling as I call her) mentioned that she could write another few books about Harry Potter and the Wizarding World, but it's not definite. So I can't really get excited about that.

My life will be over.

God I'm such a loser.

Alice is Dead

There's this new game a few friends and I have been playing recently. It's called "Alice is Dead." It's extremely trippy. Especially since you have to play while using Wonderland logic.

The storyline is really confusing. Basically, characters like The Mad Hatter, The White Rabbit, and even Alice, are killers. Then one day, the Queen tells Rabbit to kill Alice and Alice is told to kill the Rabbit. Alice dies, and Rabbit loses his memory, and it's just really weird.

And there's this dead guy named Lewis who ate a key. 

All in all, it's a really good game. The song in the first game (there's 3 parts) is really creepy, but it's amazing at the same time. It's called "Hush, Hush, Hush" by Henry Hall. It's a song from the 1920's. I wouldn't recommend listening to it before bed. Yeah, it's that bad.

If you have spare time, you should definitely check it out. Just google search "Alice is Dead" and it should come up. 

Warning, don't play it alone. It's terrifying. 

My english class is unbelievable.

Not in a good way either.

We're reading the book, "Night" by Elie Wiesel. I've read the book on my own and I absolutely love it. It's pretty much Elie describing his time in the concentration camps during World War II. Anyone who knows me knows I'm obsessed with anything WWII related. It's so interesting!

Then why am I constantly falling asleep?

I think it's my teacher's voice. He should talk less and let us read on our own. 

It takes us like, a month to finish one chapter. He talks about nonsense for 40 minutes, then spends the rest of the period trying to read one page and write pointless notes about nothing.

So I just sit in class like:

and pray to god that I'm not failing.

What exactly is a friend?

Some people may argue that friends aren't suppose to make you happy all the time, but help you realize what's best for you. My question however, is how do they know what's best for you when they aren't you? I thought only you could decide what was best for you. And once you've decided, aren't they suppose to be by your side no matter what? Not judging you or talking about you behind your back, or even to your face?

Honestly, sometimes I think it's a gender problem. Are girls programmed to be like this? If yes, was I programmed wrong? I'm not sexist or anything, I'm just making an observation of my own life. I only have these kinds of problems with my girl friends. They're moody, they judge way too much, and they're openly fake to a lot of people. My guy friends however, are always so relaxed and they joke around and make me feel really comfortable. They listen to me when I'm talking and they don't interrupt (and if they happen to by mistake, which isn't often, they apologize and tell you to continue where you left off). Also, they always seem to have the best advice on things.

They're fun to be around.

 With girls, you never know what to expect. They're a confusing species.

I don't know, I just figured that a friend is someone who you can tell you deepest secrets to and not be judged. Someone who you can be extremely ridiculous around and they'll still think you're amazing. Someone who can accept the fact that you're happy and to stop talking about you and or your situation negatively and to stop treating you like you're garbage.

'Cause all of the hurtful comments they make, especially when coming from a 'friend', really hurt.

Batman and Robin

Adam West and Burt Ward are my absolutely favorite Dynamic Duo. Although the scripts may be a bit lame, you really have to ignore it. The original show was made in like, the 70s.

I recently came upon a Batman marathon. I sacrificed sleep just so I could watch it (although around 2 or 3 in the morning, I could no longer keep my eyes open and was forced to record the rest).

Everyone gets so hyped by Batman. I have to admit, I like Robin better than I like Batman. 

Sidekicks need love too.

It's kinda funny how in the new superhero cartoon, "Young Justice", sidekicks like Robin, Superboy and Kid Flash get to be heros, but they have to report to Batman still. Robin is back where he started. It's really lame. 

Also, whoever thinks Superman is a good hero, is seriously mistaken. He needs powers to be strong. Batman is just extremely smart. He's so much better than Superman. Also, in a fight, Batman would definitely win. Just throw kryptonite at him and he's dead. Batman wins. As always.